The problem is.. Everyone puts meaning into things.
Then we tend to expect, overreact, overthink and blah.
We end up getting hurt instead of just enjoying the moment, what we should rly do.
This is my problem except for the expect part. Hahahaha.
I rly try to discourage myself to do that. I still expect at times tho.
But one of my biggest crap is when I overthink!!
And what’s so not cool about it is when it’s not really it.
I just overthink for nothing. Kill my mood and ruin my happiness.
And that’s what I’m struggling atm. Must stop this shit or else imma go cray cray.
Anywhore, Must catch zzzs already.Good night young world!! :)

So I told you that I was going to Batangas in my last post.

So here, this what happened to me in my whole stay in Laiya, San Juan, Batangas.

We stayed there for 2 days and 1 night onleeeeh.

The travel time was frkkn hassle. Like we got there after 6 hours.

We did commute because my sister didn’t wanna drive. Mas keri niya daw mapagod sa byahe na nakaupo kesa siya mismo magdadrive plus she’s not familiar with the place. Actually, the byahe is just 4 hours but since we were unfamiliar of the place we got confused w the ppl hinting us where and what to ride going there.

So yeah, we took a bus going to Batangas then another bus going to San Juan then jeep to Laiya. Then Voila!!! We stayed in Virgin Beach Resort.

The name of the resort totally fits the place.

So before going there we already had a reservation bale di kami walk in. So yung table namin pag kakain is may name na talaga. Yknow what is the cool part? It’s when I can order anything wout paying anything YET. You just have to sign the receipt and when you’re about to leave the resort dun nalang bubulaga yung bill mo. Hahahaha. Cool for me bec it’s my sister’s who shouldered all the expenses. Hahaha

We got there kinda late na so we weren’t able to enjoy the beach on our first day there so ayun!!!! Todo pasun kiss na kami!!! :)

So you can go kayaking for free if you stay there overnight like it’s your privilege.

The food there!!! Their foods are so delicioooooso!!! =))) Yes!!! Happy tummy indeed!!

If you wanna go there try going here.

Random thoughts are on my mind right now.

One thing’s for sure.. It’s all about trust.

I, myself, sometimes have a trust issue. But tbh, I don’t get myself.

Yeah I have a trust issue but I still trust ppl. Hahahaha

I’m easily persuaded w these words

“Promise, hindi talaga” “Kanino ko naman ikukwento yan” 

And yep, even just a pinky promise will make me give you this cup full of trust!!!

However, I came to a point where I kept everything to myself.

And I swear, for me, it’s not a good idea bec in times that I’m troubled I can’t vent it out since I didn’t tell it to anyone. So I carry my baggages all by myself.

It’s hard rly hard. Nakakabaliw siya. Hahaha

Trust is what we give to ppl everyday. Even in just doing simple things like riding a jeepney. When you ride in that jeep, you immediately give your trust to the driver. You trust him that he’ll bring you to your destination safely. Like when you buy goods in a store, you buy it because you trust the vendor that it’s still in good condition. Digs mo ko? Hahaha. 

So kumbaga, it’s inevitable. You unconsciously give ppl your trust. 

So what makes it a big issue?

It’s when ppl break it.

It’s when they don’t value the trust you think they deserve from you.

For me Trust > Love. Kasi, Love bumabalik yan kapag nawala diba konting effort lang or what. But trust, once it’s shattered ang kadikit nun, forever praning ka na. Diba? Well if you don’t agree, stop reading this. Hahahahaha. Chos! :p

Well you’re really gonna stop reading this bec I won’t post anything much already.

I suddenly felt sleepy. Hahahaa. 

Good night!!! :)

So yeah, have i told you that I passed a resume in 6 fastfood chains.
Just for fun. So yday, mcdo texted me that I should go today for the pre- hiring exam.
The problem is.. I’m bound to Batangas. It’s not like we can postpone it even just an hour later because we have reserved the stuff there like the cabana and the food so we need to be in time to
Not waste the money we’ve paid. If ever Imma go w the exam today.. Umaga palang exhausted na ako. Sobrang olats kasi wrong timing talaga eh. So I’m planning to take it on monday. Plus my friend’s still aslep atm. Hahahaha. So aye, pray for me. I just wanna take this as an experience. I wanna know how it runs. And I also wanna prove to my folks that I’m not pacute. Hahahaha. Have an awesome weekend!! Gonna be back here tmr pa. Btw, it’s my siblings’ birthday!
Yep ate and pj were born on April 20. Tipid diba?! Loool.

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I know, I must be so used to this scenario but dude, I have feelings too.
And I sometimes can’t control it.I hate it every time my mom doesn’t
appreciate the things that i do in this fkkn house.
I am tryna be a good daughter. Even w the chores man lang,
Masabi kong masunuring anak ako. Pero kung ganito ba naman palagi..
Big big big bigh sigh!!!!!!!
Sorry, i just have to let this out.
Zzzzz

Finally saw my grades.
I got no tres!!!
I passed biochem, hist and physics!!
God is so cooooooool!
And i love Him pordat! :)
But my day isn’t over yet,
Still have to face my mom’s homily
Bec I know she won’t be happy w the grades I have now
Compared to the grades I had before.
But hello, buti nga pasado eh!
Menos gastos at hindi kahihiyan! Mehe.

Yup! I am so up like this early.
I shoulda been sleeping pa or i shoulda been off to bed just now.
Anyhoooo, I was so damn tired last night so I got to sleep early.
Early in my case, 2am :) I only got 6 hours of sleep tho.
I can’t catch some sleep again bec I’m frkkn nervous.
So today’s the release of our grades.
And these subjects are the cause of what I’m feeling right naooo.
* History - bec I have ditched that subject many times. Well you can’t blame me, my sched has no breaks and pagdating ng hist, sobrang gutom na ako!!
* Biochemistry - now you tell me what to say. Hahahahaha.
* Physics - bec the final exam was so brain draining!
Oh please, i must have no failing mark.
Okay na kahit tres.
Kahit sobrang layo nun sa lowest grade ko sa mga nakaraang sems.
Pero okay na yon lalo sa biochem. Kesa ulitin ko. Di ko kakayanin!
Help me Lord. Amen!

Mom told me she’ll be making maki today.
But when I got up there was none.
I told her lezz make some na then she said later.
Maybe she’s not in the mood bec her morning was just ruined by my brother.
I get so stressed every time they discuss w each other.
Why am i telling you this?!
Bottomline is..
I RLY WANNA EAT MAKI RIGHT NOW. SO BAD.