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Smh

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 06:21:05 -0400

It’s when ppl make it so easy to be in something and when everything gets fucked up.. They also make it easy to get out of it. JUST GET OUT OF IT but really do not do anything about it.

It’s just so easy for you fellas to say because you’re not in it. Try switching places with mine. Have you ever heard trying to fit someone else’s shoes? Guess not. I hate how I feel so burdened when I am not the only one who’s supposed to be giving shit.

As what they say.. Faith in Humanity: Destroyed.

Idk..

Thu, 30 Aug 2012 15:06:44 -0400

Have you ever felt like owning up someone’s heartaches just to save em? Because that’s what I feel now. It’s when a friend that’s so dear to you that all has ever done was to help you and is now in need of one and you can’t do anything.

Good night!

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Thu, 30 Aug 2012 15:06:37 -0400

This post is not intended for bragging or whatever.

I just wanna post it here on my blog so stfu for bad stuff. Oks? :)

So.. Midnight of August 8, 2012; Wednesday, my friend did chat me up on Facebook.

She asked me if I want to volunteer for our school. Our school kasi was open for evacuees that time. So she asked me if I have old clothes and other foods to donate. My friends and I who were stranded in our house that night ( Yep, our house became an evacuation center for my friends and my brother’s for two nights ) were so willingly up for it!!!

Then the morning came, my friends were fetched sa house so I was the only one who can manage to accompany my friend. I also contacted some and I got 2 more friends. We did buy for foods, bottled waters and toiletries at our friend’s grocery store to donate. Then before leaving we ate at their Pares place which by the way has one of the best pares I’ve ever tasted!!! :)

The original plan was to volunteer in our school but when we went there the evacuees were not there anymore. They were already sent home so we went somewhere near and we thought of PBB House. Hahahaha. So when we went there to drop the goods.. We tried our luck if we can register and give service on the same day and *drum rolls* We got permitted!!!!

We did register then we were asked to go to the packaging place.

1st task - put 8-10 clothes in one plastic bag.

2nd task - segregate the goods to their responding categories.

3rd task - repack noodles, canned goods and coffee sachets.

4th task - repack rice from one big sack.

We worked our butt for 4 hours.

We were kinda rewarded of Chowking’s bola bola siopao :)

I may not be given anything for doing this, I may have had a sore body after, I may have lacked sleep that day but everything was all worth it. I rly didn’t feel the pain when I was at the Sagip Kapamilya center especially when I saw that the plastic bags we have packed were all piled up and put in truck ready to be distributed to the affected families. That was my first time doing that so I’m so so so happy!!!!

PS: I have no photos of us here in this post bec my friend still hasn’t uploaded yet due to phone reasons. So yup..

Torn.

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 13:10:00 -0400

A friend introduced me to this series called Community..

It’s funny and witty!!!

I super love it though I haven’t finished watching season 2 yet bec of my school stuff.. Case studies, yeah uhuh.

So any.. Let’s get to the point..

There was an episode where Jeffrey Winger ( one of the leads ) was torn between her ex-girlfriend and her first crush slash friend in Green Dale ( their school ). The girls both love him so when there came a time that he was asked to choose he just ran away. He then said that..

With Michelle Slater, he is the person he wants himself to be but..

With Britta Perry, he is the person who he really is.

His lines caught me.

Not gonna elaborate everything in here.

Hopefully, I can take the risks na.

Friends and I just foolin around. No basag trips allowed....

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 07:24:45 -0400

Friends and I just foolin around.

No basag trips allowed. Charaught! Hahahaha

Here we go again

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 20:29:02 -0400

I know I shouldn’t be posting this but my heart is bruised. I need to release this.

Woke up so early. Yep! Time check: 8:04 AM

Woke up at 7:30. It was a struggle for me to get out of bed but I still did it!!

Why? Because my sister and I have planned something for my mom.

If you read my last post, I mentioned there that mom and I had an argument so I planned to make her a cup of coffee as a sorry to her. So that’s what I did. My sister helped me out because I’m not good at it and I don’t drink coffee. So yeah..

After preparing the coffee, I went up to her bedroom. I found mom there checking messages on her phone. I approached her and said sorry and told her that I’ve made a coffee for her. She just nodded and continued checking her phone and told me that she’ll drink it nalang downstairs.

So.. You already got a clue kung ano ineemote ko ngayon?!

It just hurts when you’ve done something already to make up for what you did and people just don’t appreciate it. If you’re gonna ask me, I am still not fine but I’ll just let it pass, won’t make a big fuss about it because one thing that I don’t like are fights. Petty or serious. I don’t like em.

Hayyy. When you’ve done something to them they act as if it’s the biggest crime and like you’ve never done anything good to them but when they’ve done something to you they act like it’s nothing serious, like hindi uso sayo ang salitang masakit. People are only sensitive to what they feel but REALLY insensitive to what others feel. People act as if the world is just for em and don’t give space to others. People always know what to say but don’t know how to act. They are good at giving judgments but don’t really know what’s going on. Why do I always get that kind of treatment from people?

And at the end of this post.. I just wanna say, I hope you’re not one of em.

But if you are, mind telling me WHY?!

I am wishing to turn the tables already. To post happy stuff already but I just can’t. I don’t have those as of the moment. So please bear with me. I needed this.

Please allow me to say this..

Mon, 14 May 2012 11:50:00 -0400

~~TANGINA~~.

Tell me why

Fri, 11 May 2012 13:31:00 -0400

So I posted something earlier and I was so happy then.
Now I’m gonna post how sad I am.
Srsly? This ain’t the first time that this has ever happened to me.
It has been multiple times that I’ve been so happy and when I’m about to end my day, There’s something that will really happen, hindi pwedeng hindi, may mangyayari na ikasasama ng loob ko. Til now, it’s still a puzzle for me!! I mean why?! Why is it that when you’re so so happy the next thing that’s gonna happen is you’ll be fkkn sad. Like rly rly sad.
I don’t wanna be happy anymore. Ayoko na maging masaya kung ganito lang naman palagi. I’d rather stay in my neutral, so-so state baka sakali di ko pa nararamdaman to.
Lord help me atrract gvs I need it today. I srsly need it.
Not mad at anyone, I am simply frustrated w what’s happening

Ps: I’m not saying dapat lagi happy times lang pero hindi ba pwedeng pag masaya ka, patapusin naman yung araw na masaya ka. Ipagpabukas nalang yung kamalasan, kalungkutan and blah? Para naman di ako nabibigla. Hahahahhaa!

Unexpected shit.

Fri, 11 May 2012 07:42:00 -0400

This is what happened earlier.. It was raining so hard so I stayed in the room. Turned the a/c on, tucked myself in a blanket, watched Big Mommas: Like father, like son. So basically, I was just chillin in the room. I was rly feeling sleepy that time but idk, I couldn’t shut my eyes and take a nap. So I decided to bathe. So yeah, I was singing while scrubbing blah blah. Hahaha! Ay waiiiit, before I took a bath pala my friend was texting me if she could chill at our house, I said yes. If you haven’t asked, almost all of my blockmates, friends and their jowas have gone here so tipong carinderia open 24/7 tong bahay namin!!! And naweirduhan ako sakanya bec she was asking me which floor I was. Ang weird bec my room was in 3rd flr but that time I was in 2nd flr. So I replied w, “Sa second”. As in she was asking me that for many times. Then yun nga, I went inside my mom’s room because it’s where my fave speakers are located, I was setting up the lappy and shits when I saw a yellow light from the door. The door was kinda open. I thought it was just our workers checking for something because we’re having our house renovated so I didn’t mind the noise downstairs plus I was talking to someone on the phone. When I was already bugged by the light, I opened the door then boom!!!! My friends.. Though not all of em were here. But my friends were holding a brazo w 18 candles planted on it!!! Brazo is my fave food!! Not only that they got balloons, isaw, taro milk tea and this is the best of em all, TOFU!!!!!!! Gosh. Those foods were my favorite. They may not be pricey and stuff but gosh, ibang level yung kilig kapag fave foods mo nasa harap mo wout asking for it! They also handed me their personal letters for me. I was so kilig, I was shouting like hell. I remember I was telling them, Seryoso? Like I can’t believe it bec we have talked about this once that poor are those who have bdays during the vacay bec they won’ be getting surprises since no moolah and some might be out of the town so yeaaah. My two friends who are taking up summer classes even ditched their chem lab to just make it happen. I now realized that when you do good things to other ppl everything will come back unto you.. x2. So happy!!!! So yeah.. Happy 18th to me!! Legit baby!!! =)))

MY POST IS FKKN LONG!!!! SORRY FOR MESSING UP YOUR DASHES!!

Papa uh mama

Wed, 09 May 2012 01:54:00 -0400

Maghahanap ka na nga lang ng masasabihan ng problema, pati ba naman yun problema pa.

There are many factors why it’s hard to open up to ppl. It’s because..

They’re not trustworthy enough.

You tell your shits to chosen ppl bec you just wanna release it but you don’t wanna let the whole world know. Unfortunately, when you walk inside the room the next day, everyone will go near you and will ask are you fine blah blah blah. Alamonayan! May madaldal kang kaibigan! Hahaha!!

All they care about is their own issues.

I remember, I had a friend that when she vents out things to me, I listen. LISTEN. Bec I suck at giving advices, so prolly when you come up to me, you won’t hear anything serious shits from me. Hahahaha. But when I try to open up things that bother me, she diverts the topic. And worst, the topic is about her again. I hate it. I. JUST. HATE. IT. I hate it when ppl act as if the world revolves around em. Friendship is a give and take relationship. I think any relationship is.

They don’t care.

Eto pa, every time she talks to me, puro problema nalang. Then after, bye na! I was like, aren’t you going to ask me how I am? Well.. obviously you don’t care that’s why. So yeah.. I HAD that kind of friend. HAD.

You just can’t put to words all what’s inside of you.

You sometimes just wanna keep it to yourself because you dk what exact words you should say to have someone understand you. So, ikain mo nalang yan tapos itulog. Pero padigest ka muna ha! :p

Anyhoooo, OKAY LANG YAN. I srsly wanna kill the person who thought of using that as comforting words. It sucks. It rly rly sucks. You should all throw that in the bin. Because hello, if it’s okay I shouldn’t be acting like this. I should just be chilling out there doing whatever. But no, so meaning.. It’s not okay. You just have the nerve to say those words because you aren’t in my case. Try putting youself in my gaddam shoes.. Ano? Okay lang yan pa ba masasabi mo? Diba? Just gimme a taro milk tea or a tofu mas matutuwa pa ako.

~~Hi Sib!!! Hahahah!! I ain’t mad at you. Just so happened that I’ve been encountering those words lately. So yeahhhh :)~~

I'm just.. Uggggh

Mon, 07 May 2012 13:54:44 -0400

The problem is.. Everyone puts meaning into things.
Then we tend to expect, overreact, overthink and blah.
We end up getting hurt instead of just enjoying the moment, what we should rly do.
This is my problem except for the expect part. Hahahaha.
I rly try to discourage myself to do that. I still expect at times tho.
But one of my biggest crap is when I overthink!!
And what’s so not cool about it is when it’s not really it.
I just overthink for nothing. Kill my mood and ruin my happiness.
And that’s what I’m struggling atm. Must stop this shit or else imma go cray cray.
Anywhore, Must catch zzzs already.Good night young world!! :)

Beat the heat!!

Sat, 28 Apr 2012 22:32:00 -0400

So I told you that I was going to Batangas in my last post.

So here, this what happened to me in my whole stay in Laiya, San Juan, Batangas.

We stayed there for 2 days and 1 night onleeeeh.

The travel time was frkkn hassle. Like we got there after 6 hours.

We did commute because my sister didn’t wanna drive. Mas keri niya daw mapagod sa byahe na nakaupo kesa siya mismo magdadrive plus she’s not familiar with the place. Actually, the byahe is just 4 hours but since we were unfamiliar of the place we got confused w the ppl hinting us where and what to ride going there.

So yeah, we took a bus going to Batangas then another bus going to San Juan then jeep to Laiya. Then Voila!!! We stayed in Virgin Beach Resort.

The name of the resort totally fits the place.

So before going there we already had a reservation bale di kami walk in. So yung table namin pag kakain is may name na talaga. Yknow what is the cool part? It’s when I can order anything wout paying anything YET. You just have to sign the receipt and when you’re about to leave the resort dun nalang bubulaga yung bill mo. Hahahaha. Cool for me bec it’s my sister’s who shouldered all the expenses. Hahaha

We got there kinda late na so we weren’t able to enjoy the beach on our first day there so ayun!!!! Todo pasun kiss na kami!!! :)

So you can go kayaking for free if you stay there overnight like it’s your privilege.

The food there!!! Their foods are so delicioooooso!!! =))) Yes!!! Happy tummy indeed!!

If you wanna go there try going here.

It's when I start to bla bla bla

Thu, 26 Apr 2012 13:43:00 -0400

Random thoughts are on my mind right now.

One thing’s for sure.. It’s all about trust.

I, myself, sometimes have a trust issue. But tbh, I don’t get myself.

Yeah I have a trust issue but I still trust ppl. Hahahaha

I’m easily persuaded w these words

“Promise, hindi talaga” “Kanino ko naman ikukwento yan”

And yep, even just a pinky promise will make me give you this cup full of trust!!!

However, I came to a point where I kept everything to myself.

And I swear, for me, it’s not a good idea bec in times that I’m troubled I can’t vent it out since I didn’t tell it to anyone. So I carry my baggages all by myself.

It’s hard rly hard. ~~Nakakabaliw siya~~. Hahaha

Trust is what we give to ppl everyday. Even in just doing simple things like riding a jeepney. When you ride in that jeep, you immediately give your trust to the driver. You trust him that he’ll bring you to your destination safely. Like when you buy goods in a store, you buy it because you trust the vendor that it’s still in good condition. Digs mo ko? Hahaha.

So kumbaga, it’s inevitable. You unconsciously give ppl your trust.

So what makes it a big issue?

It’s when ppl break it.

It’s when they don’t value the trust you think they deserve from you.

For me Trust > Love. Kasi, Love bumabalik yan kapag nawala diba konting effort lang or what. But trust, once it’s shattered ang kadikit nun, forever praning ka na. Diba? Well if you don’t agree, stop reading this. Hahahahaha. Chos! :p

Well you’re really gonna stop reading this bec I won’t post anything much already.

I suddenly felt sleepy. Hahahaa.

Good night!!! :)

Good morning!!

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 20:18:52 -0400

So yeah, have i told you that I passed a resume in 6 fastfood chains.
Just for fun. So yday, mcdo texted me that I should go today for the pre- hiring exam.
The problem is.. I’m bound to Batangas. It’s not like we can postpone it even just an hour later because we have reserved the stuff there like the cabana and the food so we need to be in time to
Not waste the money we’ve paid. If ever Imma go w the exam today.. Umaga palang exhausted na ako. Sobrang olats kasi wrong timing talaga eh. So I’m planning to take it on monday. Plus my friend’s still aslep atm. Hahahaha. So aye, pray for me. I just wanna take this as an experience. I wanna know how it runs. And I also wanna prove to my folks that I’m not pacute. Hahahaha. Have an awesome weekend!! Gonna be back here tmr pa. Btw, it’s my siblings’ birthday!
Yep ate and pj were born on April 20. Tipid diba?! Loool.

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Wed, 18 Apr 2012 00:28:11 -0400

Kpop - understand it before you criticize it.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 00:21:59 -0400

Friend: Why do you like KPOP so much anyway? I mean, you can't even understand most of the lyrics and their autotuned songs-
Me: Don't start that again.
Friend: But-
Me: Have you ever experienced waking up every morning just to deliver milk in order to not burden your parents with the training expenses?
Friend: Well, no, but-
Me: Did you drop out of high school to pursue your dream even if you're uncertain that you'll make it big?
Me: Have you tried dancing and singing onstage with your heels on?
Me: Did you experience hearing so much criticism you end up breaking down but you have to put on a smile for the sake of others?
Me: Have you tried getting no more than two hours of sleep before tackling a new day all over again?
Me: Did you experience having a hater that can go as far as putting glue in your drink, causing you to be hospitalized? And at the end, you'll forgive her because she's the same age as your sibling?
Me: Have you tried auditioning countless of times before finally getting accepted?
Me: Can you stay single for the sake of your supporters?
Me: Can you sing and dance--live--at the same time?
Me: Can you live up to the image a company has given you?
Me: Can you bear living away from your family and friends, not being able to communicate with them for a long time because of your work?
Friend: Well, when we grow up that's what we'll do anyway so-
Me: At the age of fifteen, sixteen, seventeen or maybe even eighteen?
Friend:
Me: There's more to KPOP than it seems. If you see them without the spotlight shining down on them, then you'll understand.

Like srsly?

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 00:18:25 -0400

I know, I must be so used to this scenario but dude, I have feelings too.
~~And I sometimes can’t control it.~~I hate it every time my mom doesn’t
appreciate the things that i do in this fkkn house.
I am tryna be a good daughter. Even w the chores man lang,
Masabi kong masunuring anak ako. Pero kung ganito ba naman palagi..
Big big big bigh sigh!!!!!!!
Sorry, i just have to let this out.
Zzzzz

Yahooooo!

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 07:20:22 -0400

Finally saw my grades.
I got no tres!!!
I passed biochem, hist and physics!!
God is so cooooooool!
And i love Him pordat! :)
But my day isn’t over yet,
Still have to face my mom’s homily
Bec I know she won’t be happy w the grades I have now
Compared to the grades I had before.
But hello, buti nga pasado eh!
Menos gastos at hindi kahihiyan! Mehe.

Good morning tumblr!!

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 21:02:16 -0400

Yup! I am so up like this early.
I shoulda been sleeping pa or i shoulda been off to bed just now.
Anyhoooo, I was so damn tired last night so I got to sleep early.
Early in my case, 2am :) I only got 6 hours of sleep tho.
I can’t catch some sleep again bec I’m frkkn nervous.
So today’s the release of our grades.
And these subjects are the cause of what I’m feeling right naooo.
* History - ~~bec I have ditched that subject many times. Well you can’t blame me, my sched has no breaks and pagdating ng hist, sobrang gutom na ako~~!!
* Biochemistry - now you tell me what to say. Hahahahaha.
* Physics - bec the final exam was so brain draining!
Oh please, i must have no failing mark.
Okay na kahit tres.
Kahit sobrang layo nun sa lowest grade ko sa mga nakaraang sems.
Pero okay na yon lalo sa biochem. Kesa ulitin ko. Di ko kakayanin!
Help me Lord. Amen!

Maki maki maki maki

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 08:48:00 -0400

Mom told me she’ll be making maki today.
But when I got up there was none.
I told her lezz make some na then she said later.
Maybe she’s not in the mood bec her morning was just ruined by my brother.
I get so stressed every time they discuss w each other.
Why am i telling you this?!
Bottomline is..
I RLY WANNA EAT MAKI RIGHT NOW. SO BAD.